Intimate wiv me..

Its just a time-bomb, and its blow now.. knp gak dari dulu aja? gak mainin perasaan orang, gak bikin orang nunggu.. dan gak bikin orang tertekan karena rasa bersalah yang gak ada juntrungannya..

parahnya lagi, knp harus nyinggung pribadi gw? bingkai donk masalah, gak sah pake nyinggung orang laen apalagi soal pacar.. useless bgt!

hurt? absolutely… maybe i cant fake but i can mad, i can hate

tapi lama² jadi kliatan foolish juga, stupid, childish, aneh!

jadi inget lagunya Dewiq ma Bekti:

Ada satu hal yang tidak ku sukai
dari kamu dan paling sering kau ulangi
kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel

Ku hanya beritahu
tapi terjadi lagi

Eh, eh, kok gitu sih?
Lho kok marah?!

I realize now… im lookin deeper, far.. n get more understood…

“im so damn HATE u…”

i hate when people said “plz change”
i hate when everything just change
i hate while i walk n people just staring, stare, n stole my words
i hate reality when i comes nowhere to run
i hate being buzy till forgotten my last name
i hate teaser
i hate epigram
i hate when people said sumthin by allusion in order to tease

F*ck forgiven.. F*ck i said … n F*ck u said … F*ck everythink u means to me

u know what, i like u as i dont care
u wanna know what hurts means? this is hurt.. yeah im hurt with ur lampoon

y u came in to my life again?  y u just showed up n said what i supposed to do?
what do u knw bout me? u knw me just 4 a while n cud said sumthin like that?

HAH! i said F*ck u already..

what should i do?

Saat jalan di persimpangan, aq bingung.. haruskah aku berbelok, maju, mundur, ato bahkan hanya berdiam saja?

Aq yang paling tahu aq, tapi semuanya kelihatan rabun saat banyak protes, banyak kepentingan, dan banyak resiko.. i hate that..

Bisakah aq? Hanya memilih apa pilihanku? i dont want to hurt anybody, but i dont want to loose what i had now..

Finnally, aq cuma bisa diam.. melihat abjad yang gak karuan jadinya.. “fsafnoaseihvnonosvesclj230reiwu458ajodcwrojw385q2opjf”

Thats what i called: SCREW ALL.. Im f*ckin LUV what i did n let it be!!