Luv can be so Boring!
Lagi pengen dengerin lagu jadul.. yang pas banget!
Grey Sky Morning (Best I Ever Had)
Vertical Horizon
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
But it’s not so bad
(Not so bad…)
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
(Need me back…)
You’re just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever…
Other Side of Me
Beberapa hari lalu, tepatnya saat detik² sebelum Lebaran datang, aq baca satu issue tentang Art of Forgiving, yang isinya soal cara ikhlas untuk mencapai forgiveness..
Akhirnya, terciptalah artikel yang bikin mikir puluhan kali saat menulisnya.. (read my new article: www.kapanlagi.com)
benarkah rasa ikhlas itu mulai pudar? benarkah secara harfiah manusia itu penuh dendam? semua jadi campur aduk.. pengen rasanya berubah as i always said, “people changed” .. so y not me? i just want to be a better one.. tapi godaan emank slalu ada..
slalu ada yang bikin aq sebel, slalu ada rasa sakit hati, slalu saja ada sela untuk nyakitin, kenapa sih gak berhenti sampai sini aja? knp kayak gini terus?
“Ya Allah, maafkan aq lahir batin.. sucikan hatiku lagi”
Hate Ya…
I realize now… im lookin deeper, far.. n get more understood…
“im so damn HATE u…”
i hate when people said “plz change”
i hate when everything just change
i hate while i walk n people just staring, stare, n stole my words
i hate reality when i comes nowhere to run
i hate being buzy till forgotten my last name
i hate teaser
i hate epigram
i hate when people said sumthin by allusion in order to tease
F*ck forgiven.. F*ck i said … n F*ck u said … F*ck everythink u means to me
u know what, i like u as i dont care
u wanna know what hurts means? this is hurt.. yeah im hurt with ur lampoon
y u came in to my life again? y u just showed up n said what i supposed to do?
what do u knw bout me? u knw me just 4 a while n cud said sumthin like that?
HAH! i said F*ck u already..
intermezo
“Kebahagiaan ditemukan bukan saat gak ada masalah, justru bahagia itu datang saat kita nggak peduli adanya masalah”
sumpah, pas banget 
)
Di samping stupidity jadi human being, aq jadi ngerti kenapa masalah di kepalaku jadi ada terus, seharusnya bisa dicuekin aja, bisa diterima, bisa dihilangkan, dihancurkan, dimusnahkan.. saat lagi males ngadepin :p
saat ini, aq kehilangan sesuatu yang selama ini aq percayai n itu bener² bikin down, mudah²an aja cepat berlalu..
PS: I luv u as i loose u moore
[bekson: sempat memiliki by yovie n nuno]
i’m Kamink
Ah.. Akhirnya Lebaran selese juga..
Meski cuman 3 malam di Surabaya, rasanya dah lama banget. Mungkin gara² sebel ditanyain default question, “Kapan nikah?” plus ditembakin sama si jelek Satria pake ersop 20rb yang bisa bikin tangan memar.. ergh!
Nginep di tempat mama cuman 2 hari, 1 hari terakhir di tempat DD gara² tergoda tawaran nonton LASKAR PELANGI, yang ujung²nya gak jadi nonton.. double ergh!
Besok paginya, boo langsung hengkang ke bungur nguber bis yang asepnya naujubileh, setelah setengah ngos-ngosan gitu, akhirnya dapet tempat enak, herannya.. kok gak ngantuk, gak tidur n ngiler kek biasanya.. ada apa dengan boo?
ah singkat cerita, sampe di malank, pertama duduk di kursi males, nge-marlb.. buang sana-sini [nyapu² juga], masuk kamar-keluar kamar kek orang bingung, ketiduran karena kelaperan, bangun, makan mie, nonton AUGUST RUSH, ngesmsan, ups! another erghh! hasil yang gak menyenangkan dari sms 
*sengaja gak ditulis apa itu biar cepet bisa lupain hurt-nya huhuhu
Sekian deh cerita hari kemaren, di samping boo luluran tengah malem pake sempak doank bersama mentul n bundus *halah
Kalo hari ini.. lil bit fun..
walau awalnya males banget berangkat ngantor, tapi ujan bikin enak, feelin lebih fresh lebih tenang.. tapi jadinya bikin kangen sama dombeku.. huaaa.. apalagi liat pocari sweat yang digeletakin di meja tanpa di masukin kulkas [biar bisa ku minum] di mejanya (
tapi kok ujannya gak berhenti² ya, padahal dah jam segini, jam plank, jam makan sore, jam maen PS, jam balikin vcd, jamnya pinjem motor jeng yun sampe besok wkwkwkwk
PS: gw butuh vacation, gw butuh laut …!!
